I am soooo tired of moving....there is the physical cost, the emotional, & the monetary cost. All take a big toll on a person. I hate that toll. I hurt like nothing else. It is like someone has taken a stick and beaten me. I am broke. It cost a little over $1400 to move up here and I have $5 left to buy the dogs some food. Put $10 in the car of gas. Have foodstamps so food is not a problem. Emotionally, it has been the week from hades!!!! Not only was I packing and cleaning a two bedroom house almost all alone, but I was finding pictures of Jenni and cards that she made me telling me how much she loved me and how awesome I was. I found one that was made the month before she pulled her stuff she did and I sent her to live in Minnesota. Almost gave up on the house and belongings and just put the dogs in the car and started driving. Didn't care where, just was wanting to get away from all of it.
I persevered and got it all done though. Didn't clean the carpets because they were going to be torn out anyway. Scrubbed the kitchen and bathroom floors, but the baseboards in the bathroom will need to be partially replaced. Black mold behind where I had the plastic cabinet things. They said they were going to paint as well, so didn't wash down the walls either. Nancy was upset and I can see why if they were not tearing out the carpets and painting, but they were and the rest of it was clean. but not according to her. I started to get upset, but decided that I wasn't going to let it get to me. I did vaccum and I did clean as well as leaving my stove (which did need a heating element in the oven, but otherwise was almost like new) which cost me just under $400 in Dec 2006. No it wasn't perfect, but was certainly better than when I started. Am glad to be on the "new" house now. Time for a fresh start.
Looking for a job here in Tahlequah and also looking for a roommate. Have applied at Wal-mart, Arby's, Kentucky Fried Chicken, Traditions Home Health Care, Country Style Home Health Care, Continental Loan and Tax Service, and I have updated my info at Workforce Oklahoma. Will go back there on Tuesday to do an in depth job search. Will get a paper on Sunday as well if I can dig up the buck or buck and a half it costs...lol.
It is either laugh or cry at this time. I am very stressed, but trying to really be positive.
Everyone have a great evening. I need to get to Wal-mart and buy food for me and food for the pups. Will keep you updated!
Helen
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